Bye bye Ryan…
Tiny puppies. What more could one need?
My how things change. Last time I managed a blog it was no doubt off my iphone. Since then my phone’s been pinched, my wife and I have split and I now live with 3 Iranians and a gay guy. My life is now situation comedy. I am financially independent and only now after a few hard months am I finally out of the financial hole my wife withdrawing her assistance has created. Life’s not so bad though you know? It’s funny actually I feel like a huge weight has been lifted off my shoulders now that I am responsible only for my own financial, spiritual and emotional well-being. Don’t get me wrong, I still love my wife very much. I do not have an ounce of respect for her though, how could I? In fact I’d go as far as to say I don’t like who she has become these last 8 months. But all of that’s ok too because once the finances and possessions are divided I never have to deal with her again. But what does the future hold that’s the big question is it not? The answer is ‘it doesn’t really matter!’ I have autonomy, self respect and I have remained in a position to advance my education and life choices in any way that I see fit and in whatever way I choose. I am adored at my new place of work. I am valued at my educational institution. I am valued by the great people that I am surrounded by. I found a fantastic physical and creative outlet in Brazilian Jiu Jitsu- a ground based grappling martial art, which is both an art form and a goddam science. I like my life at the moment which has come as a great surprise all things considered. But enough about me… what’s up with you?
Everything is about neil tonight!
when things get too heavy… create bubbles, name them… become invested in them… watch them float away… repeat.